Would you?

These past years we spent separately.
I've achieved nothing
Nothing went well for me

But I can't go on with this half-hearted life
I want to make brand new start.
With my Job. And with you.
Would you watch over me like you did some years ago?

I know that "we" ended for you long ago.
But for me, it's still not over!

Lebaran 2018

Beberapa tahun belakangan, rasanya saya jadi agak membenci Lebaran... Entah lah, mungkin karena Ramadhan yang selalu saja saya sia-siakan dan berakhir dengan penyesalan...

The Fight of Two Wolves Inside Us

A grandfather is talking with his grandson and he says there are two wolves inside of us which are always at battle. 

One is a good wolf which represents things like kindness, bravery, and love. The other is a bad wolf, which represents things like greed, hatred, and fear.

The grandson stops and thinks about it for a second then he looks up at his grandfather and says, “Grandfather, which one wins?”

The grandfather quietly replies, “The one you feed.”

I think the bad wolf is win inside me right now...